Psalm 127:1

Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.

Why is it so hard for me to understand this? I mean, here I've been frustrated with this stupid situation and all along, it was my fault for getting ahead of God and getting my hopes up.

If it was supposed to work, God would be the one who made it work. Not Me. Him.

So, God, you know my heart and I want what you want... so instead of laboring in vain, I'm waiting. You'll have to remind me that you're building and not me (I want it to go faster) but you'll do a better job in the end anyway.

Maybe Tomorrow....
In His holy hands,
Manda